thinking of the song "话题", dont know why..

women are hard to understand.. we sometimes expect people to know what we are truly feeling, when often what we say is not what we mean. i often say it's ok, when it isnt.. when i feel down, i try to pretend to be cheerful, pretend nothing affects me.. pretend to be strong and independent. i hurt you, cause i may just want to get back at you for hurting me.. you did it unknowingly, i did it knowingly. can you forgive me?

school starts again! my life goes back to monotony, and my mood goes back to being not so happy. hate the train, the assault of smells just make my nose itch, and i sneeze like crazy! haha=)